At the moment I consider
myself a writer, though I was not until the day I first met a special person
who had modified radically my view point about it. I had spent my entire life
without caring much about “writing matters” because they resulted senseless and
bored to me. However, there was something inside this special person that moved
my soul and mind leading me to experience writing from a different perspective.
I believe that some people have an ability to change other people´s lives
without any logical reason in the same way this friend changed mine. One of the
most crucial aspects he taught me is to explore author’s words and feelings beyond
lines which guided me to begin my own way into the writing world. Therefore
writing has enabled me to express my ideas, desires, feelings and transformed
me a complete free woman.
Above all, I must
admit that I am just an amateur who is far away from being a professional or
famous writer. Though I still consider myself a “writer” because during a short
period of time I was able to build a solid confidence with no pressure at all
to write whatever came to my mind. Little by little writing tasks stopped being
slow and tedious to become some powerful energy that captured my attention.
At first I became a
“reader”. Each time I read a text I concern every detail, such as the
appropriate combination of words, the meaning beyond them, the effect the
author intends to cause, and of course I always evaluate the possibility to
apply similar sources or phrases in my productions. I believe reading is a
necessary tool to get into the writing world because it gives us the
possibility to be in the other side, to become “audience”. Thus being audience
we are able to interpret someone else´s words, as well as the feelings these
words could generate inside us which is closely related to my responsibility as
a writer.
Then I realized that
so as not to enclose myself within the writing matter, I needed to find a
motivation, the one I had lost. This lost motivation came from my classmates
who taught and showed me we all belonged to the same learning process where we
had fun and learned from others, with no prejudge at all. I think this
motivation indeed helped all of us to build a better relationship and create a
good climate and atmosphere during the lessons we shared.
All in all I decided
to leave aside any judgment or insecurity, relay on my feelings, and write
whatever I wanted taking into consideration my pears opinions about it, which
their absence had prevented me to
succeed in to becoming a good writer.
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